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This song is about dealing with mental health issues and struggling with suicide attempts and self image issues, but getting the help you need/deserve and moving forward past those struggles as a better person.

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I've fallen ill,
Time, frozen still.
I am worthless.

Shattered, splintered, hope.
Whispers, callus, ears.

Ingesting spiteful words I simply must deserve,
Growing empty in a cold and desolate world.

The razor speaks, it's calling out my name.
Screwed reflections have made me feel ashamed.
My suicidal thoughts have crossed me once again,
So I place this blade, against my skin.

I drift away,
But I awake.

I once was ashamed, but now I wake.
Within times of trial, I had grown weak.
I will never make that same mistake.
I will overcome, and push through pain.

Blis-tering fear,
You drew me near.
I, will choose life.
Encompass light.

Another soul, in an imperfect world.
Has shown me comfort, in which I don't deserve.
Among shadows, we dance within our words.

The razor speaks, its calling out my name.
But my perception, has ultimately changed.

I will not fail,
I've, become more.
I will not break,
I'll Build off the pain.

credits

from The Tragedy of Mankind, released April 7, 2020
All music, lyrics, and instruments performed by xLarryx.
Recorded, engineered, produced, and mastered by Jay Ingersoll at Exit Door Productions.
Full EP available via Under City Records Spring 2020

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xIron Sharpens Ironx Muskegon, Michigan

xIron Sharpens Ironx are an Hardcore/Metal band from Muskegon, Michigan formed from the remnants and pieces of multiple music endeavors. They blend the song structures of hardcore with Black and Death metal, and the band cites Cattle Decapiation, Vein.fm, Despised Icon, and Knocked Loose as influences. ... more

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